Originally Posted by
Free39 
I've had many of blackouts, sad but true. I wake up some mornings and see the bottle of wine on my kitchen counter and say in my head WTF? I look in my garbage and realize it wasn't just one bottle of wine. Its progressing, I know this. Yet I keep procrastinating on when my quit day will be. Thanks for sharing!!
I procrastinated quiting for a couple years and dug deeper into it. Once I got sent to AA I still drank,but had slowed it down a lot,for a while. Then it went back to almost all the time again in a few months,so I just had to get serious about staying stopped and work a plan. That was 18mo ago.