I really believe that alcoholism is progressive. If you'll continue drinking you'll find those embarrassing moments can happen on less and less liquor.
I truly felt okay hanging out yet keeping the drinking to a minimum. I did great there, then went to my cousin’s house.
Returning to my non drinking habits is not my concern. I can do that. But I tested it more,
Not sure if you were being sarcastic but you seem a little conflicted in your post like you feel that drinking a certain level is ok? or that next time you run 'the test' you might get a different result?
I had to learn it wasn't the last drink that started the madness it's the first. If I don't take the first drink, no problem.
Do you think this experience with stop you from drinking next time Rayna?
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