Great, Lipstuck!
I'm very excited for the 90 day challenge since I've been struggling to get more than a few weeks together. I had 50 days and 35 days earlier this year so far.
Snufkin, I always feel in a fog after drinking and the first weeks are hard to get clarity and focus back. Try to go easy on yourself, which is easier said than done I know.
I'm sorry you're nervous about seeing your mom. Try not to guess what she thinks or expects you to be. You aren't a mind reader! Plus, it's best for yourself and your sobriety to just focus on being the best version of your own self.