You're completly out of your comfort zone MantaLady and hanging on! Bravo!!
This must be really tough considering you don't have access to alcohol to make you feel better like before...
It would't work anyway and you know it.
I agree with the posters who said "things will pass".
Let time do its job. Just focus on not drinking for now.
"What doesn't kill you makes you stronger" Nietzsche said.
You'll come out at the end a little bit more resilient, in a better position to face the real world out there.
I found that there was a lot to learn through group therapy because I couldn't manipulate a whole group as I could with "one on one" therapy.
It's not easy I know...I went through that.
Courage mon amie and come here to vent as much as you want.
We got your back!
