Originally Posted by
Horn95 
But at what point are we “even”? When does this end? At least when I was doing it I had an excuse. I was a drunk.
horn, have you started on the steps yet?
this right here would be excellent for the 4th step because it goes much deeper than,"i was a drunk."
the steps would also help to find the exact reason it is bothering you( i read a lot of insecurities).