Yeah, when i get the thoughts I am just thinking 'there's the beast, it's obviously not got the message yet that I've given up'.
Is that the right way to do it? In the past I've started arguing with it. and then ended up giving in.
It has been going for it today, telling me the concert later will be so much better with some blow. Maybe it would, maybe it wouldn't .. that's irrelevant. The next day sure wouldn't be better. Besides, I don't want to do it any more, so I have to learn to live without it. For a better life OVERALL not just the 3 hours at the music concert.