Thanks MissP. I needed to hear that as well.
I readily admit that drinking was a huge amount of fun. Until it wasn't. And the wasn't is the reality from here on out. So I don't bother.
Looking forward to falling in love sober. So far I like flirting, dating and sex much more sober than I did in any altered state. Have only fallen in like or in lust, but it's a'comin.
LG, make new memories with your wife that are far better than the drunken antics of youth.
(Does that sound old and bitter? "The drunken antics of youth." Did I REALLY just say that? While you're at it, GET THE HELL OFF MY LAWN!)