Originally Posted by
SolidKarma 
Cause i'm an alcoholic and I love to get high.
I didn't stop knowing it. I hope you never experience this.
I haven't experienced it after a year, but I have countless times before after varying amounts of sober time.
Maybe the goal is to stop seeing the high as something you love.
At this point the best thing you can do is dust yourself off and get sober again. I don't see why you can't attend the meetings you're more comfortable with.
sorry to get testy. I'm an alcoholic myself and my biggest dream is to never pickup again....coming up on a year too.