Originally Posted by
Stayingsassy 
Dang. Why? Why did you pick up? How in the world did you convince yourself to actually pick up and think it was going to be ok?
Ill have a year in september and I know with certainty that if I drank I'd just go right back to the bottom barrel alcoholism I had before. I know that.
How did you stop knowing that?
Cause i'm an alcoholic and I love to get high.
I didn't stop knowing it. I hope you never experience this.