We hear a lot about acceptance and your post touches on that topic . Once I accepted conditions as they were - alcoholism - and took the action needed to support sobriety changes occurred. Regardless of having enough money, liking where I live or having a bad day , I remain an alcoholic. When I have a good day, I'm an alcoholic having a good day.
The journey is making sure I do what is necessary each day to support my sobriety and help others.
Good job on 4 plus months of sobriety