Loads of brilliant advice above Readygo. I just wanted to address your final paragraph about seeing someone you feel doesn't like you. I get that.... I can pick up vibes off people very quickly and those vibes aren't always nice! Now I remind myself that other people's opinions of me are none of my business. I can't possibly know what's going on inside someone else's mind or the reasons why. All I can deal with is what I'm thinking about .... and as long as I'm feeling happy, grateful for everything I have and determined to put as many positive vibes out into the universe. .... well, nothing else (including other people's opinions) really matters. Stay strong, stay sober and stay positive. .... everything else sorts itself out xxxx