It always seems to be the sunniest of days when I've fallen head first into the darkness.
When I think i've "got it licked". When I think I don't need to try anymore because "I just don't feel like drinking" That's often when my guard is down and I am deeply vulnerable, yet I don't even know it - until its too late.
One thing I do know, is that it's NOT easy. It's seriously hard work, but it's sure as heck worth it. After 2 weeks, I was still crawling out of a place I can only describe as HELL on earth. At 81 days today, I am out of the pit, but only one nano second from diving straight back into it. So each and every day, I FIGHT to stay in the light, and helps others do the same.
I wish the best for you and happy that you are posting about this, it's important stuff! Thanks for sharing!!