Quitnow4, I am so glad to hear from you and so sad you are drinking/ so happy you are back on SR! Missed you
I wish I had read your message earlier. I'll join you for day 1 tomorrow. I effed it up again--just 2 drinks, then stopped it... but I'm getting back up immediately. I need to work on my "why," I think. There was a moment when I couldn't think of a single reason why NOT to drink...and so I did. That can't be good, right?
Ugh. Ya'll know the rest. [Fill in self-loathing and hatred here].