Oh dear... I was going to forget about this thread forever, but I just had to post to say a massive THANK YOU for all your amazing messages and words of support, I’m a bit overwhelmed by your kindness right now... I wish I had read your posts earlier, but I was convinced that I’m worthless, stupid and everyone here hates me, and it took a whiiileeee to log back in... Umm I know, not the first time this happens...
I’m so sorry for not replying - first I was in the hospital, and then I was just too embarrassed...
If anyone’s still wondering, I’m back on track and I’m gonna keep fighting.