Originally Posted by
OCDDan 
Hi Trying, you said "I guess I want to hear from someone on his side to help me understand why he would behave like this"
I'm not saying I'm on his side, just that when I did coke, the only thing I could think of is who am I gonna call (for fun), it's very powerful, I'd turn into a whole different person, I hope this doesn't sound offensive, I'm just telling you what my experience was
No, not at all offensive, this was exactly what I meant I just wanted to understand from a coke users side, i just wanted to understand the mentality because through it all I trusted him not to cheat that's never really been the issue but it has hit me very hard to find out that he would try to initiate cheating