Originally Posted by
Marissa41 
I've never actually been to rehab. There's a local place that I'm going to early Monday morning for assessment. It's 1st come 1st serve because I don't have insurance.
I'm going to die if I don't get this done!
It sounds like you've been terrified to face this. maybe because it has already made you sick, and that's frightening.
Rehab will be a good place, a nurturing place. Alcohol is only darkness. The word "rehab" seems like a rough word, but you will find light there, and help too.
Please find it in you to go on monday. You can never be sure how many Mondays you have left.