i didnt drink everyday
i didnt get drunk every time i drank
my last drink was 1 beer and then 4 hours later 1/2 of another
the old timers spilled more than i drank
and i am an alcoholic
my unmanageable life
i drank only and always by myself with the drapes closed to shut off from F me F you F the world and i dont want to be here
never a fun haver partier bar drinker
selfish self- centered fear
this is why listening for the similarities and not the differences was the most important thing i heard when i was new
