Originally Posted by
ProfessorD Great job, PW!
Thanks for the concern and advice. I'm fully aware this is an unhealthy not to mention immature way to handle things. I will try to eat lunch. It just feels very good right now to just numb out and detach. Same feeling as drinking, actually. It's the balance that feels painful.
I will try to do better.
I completely relate. Something I struggle with too. Sending hugs of support.