Originally Posted by
ProfessorD 
Thanks venuscat. I'm going to make a cappuccino (no sugar) which will have to serve as breakfast. I don't feel like eating today. I'm exhausted, and I know as soon as I eat something all the cravings--for food, for sugar, for alcohol--will flood in. I simply don't feel up to the struggle today.
I have to agree that this sounds like slipping into negative behaviors due to the stress/resentment of your husband. If you eat a low glycemic meal will it still give you sugar and alcohol cravings? Can you start with a fatty coffee at least to get some calories in? It doesn't have to have sugar but some coconut oil or butter will at least give your body some fuel. Please rethink this ProfD- don't let the actions of others control your self worth/love. You are not him or his behaviors. You are a separate entity, worthy of nourishment.
We are here for you and I hope my comment isn't too pushy.
~Sunny