Thank you, Trach.
It's weird. Yesterday when I got back to my workouts after the business trip, my new trainer greeted me as if I was her old friend, because we somehow "connected".
For those who don't know me so well, my new boxing/ kickboxing trainer is a multiple national champion, European champion and world kickboxing champion.
So, some part of me is not intimidated by a world-class athlete. I don't feel inadequate or fundamentally flawed. I feel like a person who needs to work on her skills. And who is willing to put work and efforts to get better.
At the same time, there is a huge part of me which is intimidated by pretty much everything in everyday life.
It doesn't make sense to me. And it drives me crazy.