MidnightBlue. Reloading
Hi, guys.
I am 5 years 8 months sober.
And I am going through a major life crisis.
The kind of crisis when nothing is outrageously wrong in particular (at least compared to my past issues), but everything feels wrong at the same time.
There is no extremely acute pain, but there is too much of accumulated simmering pain I've been doing my best to pretend doesn't exist.
There are many things to unlearn and let go.
And there is definitely time for change.
I have a lot to say about this, just have put my thoughts together.
And just in case if I go MIA for a week or so - I am ok.
I am just reloading.