Awake again at 3 am - way too early to wake up and will probably be exhausted by late afternoon which has led me to chose to drink in the past. Will be sure to check in again this afternoon to help keep me on the sober path as today is the anniversary of the death of someone most important to me. Its been over 15 years since he died and time has soothed much of the pain of loss but still its a sadness. In the meantime, another 24 for me please