Originally Posted by
YCDT2 
I hope so. But thank you for your post. It helps me a little with my depression over my bad decision. I guess whats done is done and I should probably take this experience for what it is and learn from it. Hell...im sure Ive done worse in blackouts. I guess in life you have to cope with things and not turn to alcohol, and I hope to get there. But...I'm trying to learn how.
I have found that a good mood can also trigger the desire to drink. We may want to expand on feelings that may be rare. Silly us!
As for depression. I have gone back on an anti depressant that works for me, in a small dose ( after trying heaps that didn't) and am feeling more positive. I see this as far preferable to self medicating with alcohol.
