Welcome to weekenders, Halvso!
First three months of sobriety my emotions were all over the place. It's natural processing of reconnecting with emotions. Embrace it.
I am back to the "castle".
It's getting dark.
Just 4 days to go.
I am sure when back home I will miss the sea and will beat myself up why couldn't I enjoy it more.
Weird creatures we are, human beings.
I feel really lost at this stage of life.
I can't feel and touch my purpose. And it scares me. I feel disconnected from life.
I feel like I can't postpone living my real life any more - I am not 20 y.o.
And yet I am freaking scared.
But I did enjoy my veal medallion with new potatoes, champignons, and pomegranate sauce - it was fantastic!