It’s 0243 on day 5 morning. I’ve been awake for about 40 minutes tossing and turning, mind goes toward alcohol about not drinking it… About drinking it… About all of the years I have wasted… About all of the people I have harmed… Including myself.
My mind is pondering my relationship with my alcoholic boyfriend – – going through scenarios in my head about meeting just to concentrate on myself and staying clear of people who drink so much, or maybe I should stay away from people who drink it all while l am still very vulnerable.
Suggestions or experience from my more sober experienced SR friends?
Insomniac but Free
