Originally Posted by
Alysheba 
For some reason, I'm really struggling with an urge to drink the last few days. I know intellectually that it will make me sick, I would feel ghastly tomorrow, but I guess it's that "baffling, cunning" AV that is coming on strong.
I'm hanging on and keeping myself occupied. Completely (trying) to ignore the AV or that nagging feeling.
Thank you all for being here.
Aly xxoo
No matter how difficult, our only good choice is to power through - inch by inch if necessary. Our alternative is so much worse. We tend to forget just how awful the alternative was.
Sobriety and recovery will settle into your core and be such a gratifying part of who you are, dear Aly.
Stay the course, dear one.
Lean on us - anytime.