PaigeMasters

I am actively in my addiction right now. I have been trying get sober for a while, but have had no long-term luck. The longest I’ve had was 9 days a couple of months back.

I was sober for over ten years and relapsed. Then I got sober again for nearly six years. I have been relapsing now for over five years. I am the sickest I’ve ever been. No doubt there is truth to the highly progressive nature of this nasty alcohol addiction.

I have been to treatment. I have done the deal with AA. I went to Smart Recovery too. I just can’t seem to STAY sober.

I am feeling very physically sick now. I have never suffered these physical issues in the past. I can barely even eat food. I can see now for the first time this is going to kill me.

Help! I can’t do this alone.