Originally Posted by
calmself 
Dont you want to have any fun at all, idiot?".
Is your AV telling you how awful you might feel the next day? The people you've potentially hurt? The things you've possibly done? The guilt, shame, anxiety, feeling of failure, the next day? Is it telling you to just stop at one drink, two drinks, one DAY?
Your AV is only going to tell you what it wants, it's biased, one-sided, the least supportive idea in your head. It wants you to fail, because every day sober is the less power it has over you.
You are already recognizing this weekend will be hard for you. Stay close to SR, post often, and remember why you started your sobriety to begin with.
You CAN do this.