I know its rough right now but you're going to make it to the other side and your body is restoring itself, the beginning moments are hard but your walking into a brand new life.
And sobriety, the really good moments are about to start for you and what a wonderful life that is!
The tiredness will be replaced with a new energy you have never felt before, and self-respect and energy to do everything and enjoy it at the same time.
The only way out is through. Hang in there, drink lots of water, make yourself a hot water drink or calming tea if you have one and don't worry about the mess just give yourself the luxury to heal. Do small baby steps and rest. Have a hot bath.
xo