Old 05-21-2018, 06:12 PM
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Buckley3
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Can very much relate.

Grateful for the your courage to post this. It's living man.... such a wonderful thing. So nice to have emotions again instead of just being numb all the time - even if some of the emotions are weepy.

I had this moment after like my 3rd or 4th week - I was returning from a business trip. I was so saturated with sensation overload - a new client, people all around me at the airport, me getting past not stopping at the airport bar for the first time, etc. etc.. When I got to my vehicle I was digging into my pocket for my keys and it just came up on me and I stood there and wept. It was mostly a relief weep. But also just the weight I'd been carrying around.

It's good to be alive.

-B
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