welp...i just cried uncontrollably at work!
Hi guys,
I havent been on in a bit and needed to check in as today is a flippin weird one. I just hit 6months yesterday! Its funny how clock work recovery is sometimes. The last two weeks or so have been almost a self reflection type; thinking of how wrong i had it and **** ive done that i regret, married with some anxiety over it all. That leads me today, i had to go pick up lunch for the office a two separate restaurants and was having horrible anxiety just being in line at both of them ( felt like everyone was looking at me and knew i was having anxiety). Its nothing new with anxiety and the whole sober thing but things have been drastically better the last month or so. Either way, i got back to the office and got kind of teary eyed, excused myself, went to my office and just cried like a little baby for no good reason. I know its part of the process or what not but was curious if anyone can relate to this. Much love.
James