Originally Posted by
AnvilheadII 
to be honest, he sounds just plain weird.
all those cameras in the house? creepy.
all the drugs he is taking? not recovery.
this is not anything YOU did. we can't NICE away addiction, or LOVE it away. it is not ours to fix or remedy.
they say when people show you who they are, believe them.
what is he showing you?
I agree with the weird. I must sound like a lunatic to the therapist because I continually say "something just isn't RIGHT, he's just... weird" I try to compare the person he is now to the person I met 12 years ago, and it's just... so weird.
Anyway, right now he is SHOWING me that he:
doesn't respect me (the lying, mean jokes, he broke an agreed-upon rule and smoked inside our house last week when I was out of town)
doesn't consider me or his son a priority over work
doesn't consider his recovery a priority over work (or at all? haha)