Originally Posted by
joandmelandhan 
Thank you darling. It just takes me straight back to my week of withdrawal. The memories and the similarities are frightening.
I just want my babies back.
Maybe it's best I have this time to sob without them here.
There is indeed great comfort seeing our Gabe and Snufkin getting better. I'm so glad you are coming through this girls xxx
But I had HIM by my side. I didn't do it alone. Now that the anger has gone I've realised what I've thrown away. Now that the ego has gone back in its box I'm left to reap what I have sown. Not in addiction but through my "recovery". 99% of me wants to say I'm sorry and beg him to come back. I can't deny it. This poorly addicted mind of mine is in bits. I just miss him that's all....
Dear Sweet Jo,
Life has a way of working itself out. And it will. For the better. In God's timing. I so understand about the loneliness though. It can be however, more lonely living with the wrong person. You'll figure it out. The both of you. If it's meant to be it will be. Love you sweetie.