Originally Posted by
CentralOhioDad 
I think my trust is shot at this point, both in many others, and myself.. and definitely the AW. It will take a long time before I ever get that back I think, if ever.
That's really how I feel.
Also with the whole "did you see red flags" question... even when I wanted to leave, it was really difficult leaving. Not because I wanted to stay to "help", but because he made it financially difficult. As much as I did love him, by the end, I had wanted to get away from him for a long, long time.