Originally Posted by
2muchpain 
Sounds like a real tough wake-up call to make some serious changes. Eventually getting loaded becomes less fun and more of a problem. Looks like you've reached that point. What's your plans moving forward? John
yeah the point has well been reached. The last few years I've entered and tried to come out and entered again......the realm of the tragic. I drink alcohol and I make poor and dangerous decisions and I consume coke.......and I can't stop.
Plan? Tomorrow I rest and get these toxins out of me. I'm going to ring up the phone company and change my damn number. Then tomorrow night I'm going to go to Narcotics Anonymous. I'll go Friday and Saturday night too.
Get rid of the toxic numbers in this phone number's contacts and get some hopefully supportive numbers in my new number's contacts.