Struggling to be strong
The last two weeks have been so hard! AH tested pos for opioids, lied..lied...lied... about it to the point I though I was the crazy one! I kicked him out and he is now in an apartment. I was strong and stuck to my boundaries, but some days I can barely get out of bed I am so sad and depressed! I miss him, but I do not miss the lying and behaviors etc... I feel he STILL has not hit bottom! He is acting the same, like nothing happened! I am so mad what he did to our family! He's going to AA and talking to a temporary sponsor, but my gut tells me he isn't going to change! How do you get through the hard days? Are these sad lonely feelings my "detoxing" from the addict? How do you make it through the hard parts? Thanks!