Originally Posted by Meghan19

Yes, I know. These are all the reasons I did leave him but that does not stop the pain unfortunately. My past breakups have always been so much easier than this because I genuinely was done with the relationship- there was no love or the love faded. Here it feels overwhelming because despite these things I still love him. I know he doesn't deserve me and I know I need to get away- which is ultimately why I said goodbye. It's just tough on my emotions right now, and I keep trying to think of the negative things but my brain only wants to remember the good.

Stupid brain.