You are not alone🤫
I am between 4 and 5 months in and still struggle.
I never expected to fall so far as I did when embarking upon the sober journey.
This a clear eye opener as to how addicted I was and how much damage had been done slowly and steadily over time with alcohol.
All that said at this point I am far far better than I was at the beginning of this journey.
When I feel week and doubt or AV start to grind I consciously think of what early sobriety was like and this really helps.
When I think of how bad it was for me, this process seems to restore the balance and put the unhelpful feelings to bed.
Why would we want to do all that again when the road ahead is full of undescovered promise and hope.
Stay strong and keep posting.
Dusty😎