Hi Scotty, I hope you're feeling better today.
I can't offer much advice as I'm only on day 4 but everyone here is very helpful as you know. My two cents- You've mentioned that you feel as though life is passing you by. I get it, I've felt that way too before. But I've come to realize in my early sobriety that the only time that life was passing me by is when I had a drink in my hand.
Congratulations on making 6 months, I've never made it that far. You can keep going.