Day 14 down
Today is all positivity and no random rambling of whats going on in my head. Enough of that. I basically did today everything the opposite of what i wrote yesterday.
Today i went to a volleyball game and we played for 5 hours with a bunch of people ( not my friends, just randomly joined in)
after that, i went to a foreign language meeting with around 50 people. Basically, a whole bunch of foreigners socializing and getting to know each other. Different cultures and different languages. It was very interesting.
Just randomly socializing with people, even if its a tiny bit a day is really helping my sobriety, i don't think about that habit of sitting at my desk and drowning my life away.
so itl be officially 2 weeks now. Thats half way to my record of 34 days. iam planning to surpass that and go beyond.
I didn't think being sober has so much dam thinking involved though, because ive been on edge for all 14 days now.