Thanks for your encouragemen and yes a meeting is in order tonight! I guess I'm also going through the anxiety of being back in my home with my wife (29 yrs) and kids after being gone for 4 mths in treatment. Wife has really cut back on her drinking, but still does a little. Kind of concerned I see that she hides her alcohol around the house. She and her family want me to go to a big mothers day gathering with them. Most of them support me. Problem is the party is at my brother in laws house and they aren't supportive. In my opinion huge hypocritical alcoholics themselves.