Hey Scotty.......I am speaking on Day 2 from a relapse after 112 days. I rationalized my drinking and at the time, it seemed worth it. Out of (I think) 9 days, I was sober for 3 of them. I didn't think I would have much of a withdrawal from drinking maybe 6 of those days. I couldn't have been more wrong. I am miserable - horribly depressed because I disappointed myself. I'm also suffering from significant anxiety which is affecting my breathing. Not good things! I want my 112 days back!!!
I get where you're coming from. I really do. I was there a few days ago and chose to drink. Please, please don't drink.
You did great posting first. I didn't and I knew better. Stay strong. It will pass and tomorrow you will have saved your awesome sobriety. ((HUGS))