It is funny when you mention calmness as just even a month ago I shared at a meet (felt guilty after) mentioning how I didnt know how 'normal' people lived... As life was just boring...
Today I think - AWESOME!! Serenity come at me!!
I cant explain why but I think part of me missed the drama - thinking on that immediately, perhaps its an ego thing where I was the centre of attention and the bloke who could drink like a fish/would drink anything. Hmmm might be onto something.
Either way, Im all about the chill now