I don't think I've ever said I wanted him back...
I just feel like I've suffered so many losses in such a short period of time. I'm afraid to let totally go, but I think I have. I know in my head I could never go back with him.
I think some of it too, is I'm having a hard time financially.
I just miss the old, sober him; not who he is today, and that person is nothing but a drunk that only cares about himself. I'm not intersted in someone that treats me that way. So yes, I've made a little progress...just flip flopping around sometimes..