I need him to be ok, I have real life stuff to talk about, I hate waiting. My issues and lack of being able to handle change and chaos I know affects him greatly— he’s told me so, he wants to be able to make it better but can’t.
he's not your therapist. no one person should be our everything. we should have other people in our lives to turn to, to talk to. you want him to be Boyfriend on Demand. you want what you want when you want it.
here's the thing.......he's still drinking. that remains an issue, a BIG ONE. he is not 100% reliable...but then again NO ONE IS. he isn't calling and texting multiple times a day......is that really necessary? being able to have time apart and be OK is a sign of maturity and balance.
six plus years now this guy has shown you who he is.
are you ready to accept it?