Obamaisareptile

Hello all,

I have gone stretches (like, a year) without drinking. I am an alcoholic. 2 duis, could be even worse.

I just got smashed last night. Bottle of wine was out (*why?*) so I drank it. And 7 beers. And another bottle. First time in a year. I am so ashamed. I do not handle stress well and used to cope with getti g drunk.

I feel so dirty, so sinful, so worthless