Nice work Buck, glad to see things are moving well on your end.
I know that restless feeling too well - and I think it can lead guys like us back towards ambivalence and then, of course, the bottle.
What are you doing for mediation? I took TM classes years ago that I still utilize. Sam Harris is a great resources and so is Tara Brach - but maybe you know this already.
I know I have to pour myself into activities to flush out that restlessness/ennui/malaise - for me it's the gym with heavy weights ha. But what are you going to do for yourself, other than take care of your obligations, that will keep you moving in the right direction?
Congrats again though man.