Thank you for your kind words. Mentally I’m in hell I cannot get my head around how cunning and powerful this illness is. I’ve fallen out with people been told that they no longer want to deal with or can’t. I feel like iv lost everything and iv been trying for a long long time. Will rest up a bit today but feel so broken is this it is this how my life is going to go until I lose everything dear to me. And I do this to myself!!! Unbelievable so so so tired of it all I’d block me out of my life also if I could x