Hi Sweeti,
I'm so glad you are hear and posting. SR is a great resource, and helped me to get and stay sober. However, it's only one piece, you need to have other parts of a recovery plan to help you through. Sounds like AA has worked for you in the past, definitely give that a chance again.
You can do this, don't be afraid to ask for help if you need it. There are programs out there that can help you get those first few weeks under your belt.
For now, spend lots of time reading and posting on here.
❤️Delilah