Amazing, amazing, AMAZING, awe inspiring post!!!
Thank you so much for sharing. As I was reading I felt it was me you were describing!
I am only 2 weeks sober but I feel like I have had my moment of clarity. I accept that I am powerless over alcohol, that I can never drink "normally". That just one drink will set off the spiral of craving that could lead me anywhere. Most probably dead.
I have started AA and am looking for a sponsor to work the steps with. I want to get well and live a life without the poison of alcohol.
Thank you again for sharing. I am so so pleased you have turned your life around. I am in the hairsressers and getting a bit emotional lol.
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